when i needed somebody.

when at first you said you were coming i was ecstatic. i thought i had someone to lean on, a shoulder to cry on.

well, i did, but even amidst the times where i need you, you were still meddling, still laughing, still so, carefree.

it implies the impression that you dont know when to get serious. i feel blunt. i heavily rely on you for things like this, yet

.. nvm. i’ll leave the rest of the thinking to you. you decide our fate, not me. just please, if you may, learn to get serious at

the right time, it helps a lot.

no matter, iloveyou.