to hell.

to hell with not being sophisticated.
to hell that others are better.
to hell im just rubbish.
to hell people are hotter.
to hell with people who think they know everything but in truth they know NOTHING.
to hell with people who get pissed at the wrong people.
to hell with people who get pissed off by me.
to hell with them who doesnt know anything but sides the one they have a crush on.
to hell with those who really have no courtesy.
to hell with family.
to hell with life.
i dont give a fucking shit to anything anymore. if im not the best in your eyes, who the fuck cares? as long as i am fucking satisfied with myself.

i dont get allowance, i have to earn it myself.
i dont have a home, i make myself one.
anyone out there, try putting yourself in my shoes just for a day, we’ll see who cries more.
its a fucking botched life here.
gahh, this fucking post is all over.
its really an unlucky day, EVERYTHING BAD happened. at once.

whatever, just really, to hell with everything. nothing you say today any day is gonna bring me down.
i am me. _l_

i thought, but maybe i thought wrong.

WOOOOOOOOOOT!

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YESSAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

The truth.

kau cakap tak de duet, aku bace blog kau kau gi shopping.
kau cakap kau nak spend time ngan family kau, tapi kau klua ngan kawan kau.
kalau nie first time tak pe, tapi nie da second time.
kalau kau ade hal ngan aku, ke kau tak suke aku, ke kau malas nak layan aku, kau bilang je.
tak mo pretend. aku lebih benci pelakon daripade penipu. ah buto ah.
naseb prangai aku bukan cam pompuan. happy birthday.

sorry this post is in malay.

A trip to Geylang.

hey all. so as promised i’ve uploaded pics of the recent trip to Geylang with friends. enjoy. (:

Something to smile about.

fainted(dont ask), but gained consciousness in the evening after grandma splashed water. hahaha! so cute lah. met aidil, ihsan, azri, fazli, and ___(sorry i keep forgetting your name).!!!! T_T. went to geylang bazaar. had loads of fun, pictures will be uploaded too along with details of what happened on that day.

i havent slept and im not going to sleep yet/not going to sleep at all. its 5.12AM now but im gonna get ready soon to meet aidil to train on our soccer. hahaha. yes. only 2 of us. in school. i bet you the people looking will think of us as crazy hahaha. to hell with what they think, we have our own motive. ^^.
so planning on playing soccer from 7.30AM-9.00AM then go gym.

maybe after that im meeting anelie to accompany her while she does her work. then i can sleeeeeeeeeeeeep. *hints to anelie* ah-shoul-ehm-der. HAHA. kidding. ^^ gahhhh. probably going to the airport. she has storyboarding to do. why airport?

“the airport corruscates the lights of warmth and serenity.” – Syafiq.

Chehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. hahahaha.
Taaaaaaa. (:

Haaaaaaa

[^_^] jamie <3!

Loneliness.

Loneliness is this world’s worst kind of pain.

bleargh.

i feel so distant from everyone.
why?
dont ask, its not worth knowing.
im not worth knowing.
bleargh.

(y)

WASTED

went to woodlands to play soccer. yeah right. i went to woodlands, but didnt play soccer in the end T_T. why? cause the bus took freaking long to reach and by the time i reached the street soccer lights close alrd. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. how bad can it get. hahaha. kay so tmrw gonna go woodlands again -.- to play soccer but i’ll be breaking fast at aidil’s house. ^^

oh btw just now msg-ed sya to go comex but found out he was home already. kene paitao~~~~

 

i.am.still.bored.help.lah.cb.